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szombat: verához átmentünk csomóan és ott tanultunk. böminek írtunk szerelmes üzit és hányingerrel mentem haza...azt gondoltam meg fogok bukni.vasárnap: egész nap elment a nyelvvizsgával. mama elvitt az írásbelire, aztán fruzsi odajött és böcsülettel végig várta velem az…

tegnap berúgtunk, mivel hát szülinapom volt (jajj de jól esik magyarul írni). sokan voltunk és sok ajándékot kaptam. és hjajj annyira aranyosak voltak, annyira kedvesek és édesek. tényleg tényleg tényleg. tök jól összejött a társaság.és aztán sorra léptek le az emberek.…

-szeretlek réka...-énis szeretlek téged!-de én nem úgy...én szerelemből. 

ahhh i miss sex sooo badly....i should not confuse lust with love. i probably wont :D

she had her first kiss.what she had waited for so long.and she was sad.it wasnt that she expected.she expected a fairy tale.and worst of it...that LOVE IS A FAIRY TALE.but somehow she just couldnt lived it through.i feel like crying.i wish i could be able to make her happy.and right now i cant even…

Wow, after I jumped it occurred to me, life is perfect, life is the best. It's full of magic, beauty, opportunity, and television, and surprises, lots of surprises, yeah. And then there's that stuff that everybody longs for, but they only real feel when it's gone. All that just kinda hit me. I guess…

im home with E., my fathers wife.were sitting still doing norhing...id rather be with mom.dad should have told me he wont be home.................im gonna be 18 soon. on tuesday. but i dont give a fuck about it. i feel like ive got noone. no friends...trying to make a fuckin birthday party for my…

 he wrote me. yeah. david came back home. hes here! oh god. may heart was pounding so fast while he was texting me.he said he wanted to teach me painting.its a beginning of a beautiful friendship :) And well M. slept over Ancis place hmm hmm...:) things just going on…

 yesterday i realized...ive got no friends!okay, ive got friends, friends i hate from the bottom of my heart.when the guys took off their shirts it was clear to me, now thats what i never wanted to be! and i never will! gosh those guys were so lame and D., she was jealous. she might thought i…

ive decided to skip every dinner but im soooo hungry that i cant even look streight. its horrible. i must eat. but until ill take the A exam i just cant do any sports but jogging. but its not enough. i want to be sporty but i cant in the lack of time. so i gave up eating. but mom says im too thin…

Drága Mészi,mindenkinek megvan a maga keresztje :D (csak hogy közhellyel éljek). Neked velem, nekem mással, annak meg a harmadikkal.Mindenki másra vágyik, mint akit megkaphat.A szakítás pedig arról szól, hogy egy időre eldobjuk a másikat. Te is jól tudod, hogy a barátság dolog még…

V. and ill go on therapy on next wednesday. its nothing but a little coterie where junky and other troublesome youngsters can talk about their problem. its not like im adicted to anything but i promised him to go. im really looking forward to it! i wanna help him. i really do. and i will :) its a…

"lets talk this over, its not like were dead...was it something i did? was it something you said?"hes not speaking to me. hes not even looking at me. hes pretending like i dont even exist. and hes just fine....thats the worst thing in the whole situation. hes feeling fine, hes OK and…

gosh i had a so fuckin terrible day!!!!!7.06 am: M. calls me up and says if i have feeling for Chris it means that our relationship meant nothing to me.8.10 am: Finally we end the conservation (saying sorry to eacother).9.00 am: School...yey....but wait...theres a CUPBOARD IN FRONT OF THE DOOR!9.15…