well...i realized... if shes not here than nobody is
she told me shes in love. yeah shes in love for the 23187253time in this month. its been only a month that ive lost her, my precious little girl. and after the a rain a hurricane comes. shes in love with my ex.
my ex whos one of my best friends.
am i gonna lose them the same way as precious?
im gonna call her precious, despite i hate her i really love her.
honestly im really scared of being lonely. im so tired of acting like im OK. NO IM NOT OKAY AT ALL. and my best friends just cant understand why im so sad and nervous. it just does not fit in my head...whats happened?
am i such a bad person? why im losing my friends? okay...F still here. but what about precious????
what about Chris?
im gonne lose him anyway...wether its F or any stranger...its just going to happen.