hey hey hey...well im kinda sobered up, but ive got a terrible headache. hangover, yesss. next friday? ok lets go!
we were talking on the phone till 2.30. he said he was able to change and he would do everything to get me back. somehow i felt like it would be possible.
tündi called me in the morning...'what about iaido?'. i sad yes, but when se asked me 'seriously?' i saw her face in front of my eyes...she was definitely surprised so i just laughed and said no. of course mom came up and tried to wake me up...she said i must be joking...i have to go to the training. i asked her if its possible people to change. she said no. i felt so sad.
i cant believe it at all that things can work out between us in the future. i broke up. and im gonna be ok. i must be... we talk on the phone every day. and every day he ask me to give him one more chance. yesterday he said i have also given a chance to kris so i must gave one him too. i said i had learned the lesson at that time.
and thats why i dont believe in the restart. 
i wish i could...